再见

你们都那么亲近了

我也该是时候接受事实了

不该在自欺欺人 天真地以为自己还有希望

不能忘记你曾经的细心关怀备至 是我最大的致命伤 走到哪里都是你的影子

朋友说的没错

当一对恋人热恋其中 所说的话都会是好听悦耳的

我真的不该再让自己被这些话迷惑了

越是让你感到幸福的 只会越容易让你痛心

还是要谢谢你教会了我要正面的思想 这真的给了我很大的帮助




因为你我第一次选择相信 但是却狠狠地失败了

我将重新将自己的心封锁

重新让自己成为刺猬般强悍

同时也像刺猬般脆弱

孬种

没有自信　　　最难受的是让我失去了你


没有自信　　　我被老板和工作伙伴看不起


没有自信　　　我不被负责审核的老师和同学们欣赏


没有自信　　　连和母亲的联系都受到牵制



再来　我会因为没有自信而失去了面试的首要条件　自动退赛

黄敏谦　到底你还要因为这胆小如鼠的自己　放弃多少　失去多少

鼓起勇气　加把劲好不好？

why? because i already consider you are one of my family members






you do not believe in eternal? It's okay. Time will prove it to you







I don't know everything, but i just know you are the one who i want to protect







what i want just go for it,do not afraid of everything,because you will stand by me




NOW,I　WAS GONE IN YOU EYES AND MEMORIES

but, i cant forget all the things which u told me and did for me

You are the one who set it up, but you are the one who make it stop too




I cant do anything,but just watching u walk further,and going closer with the girl

Christmas 09'

I can feel somethin from your eyes, thinkin too much? aha

Alcohol make me feel sad,but i just need it.

Its freaking tired today, i need rest..



Merry Christmas to everyone, and you!

09冬至

去年的冬至是多么的甜蜜

我与你的每个经历都狠狠的刻在心底

曾经熟悉的广场 熟悉的店面 熟悉的餐厅 熟悉的味道

却都成了我想要逃避的一一

一切都没有改变 只是我失去了

熟悉的面孔 和最温暖的手掌心

我依然关心着你的近况 却又不敢再作任何打扰

人是否总是要在失去的时候才懂得珍惜 无奈一切都已经来不及

从小到大，我学习过不少玩意儿

无数次的半途而废，自己和父母渐渐不再抱任何期望

而面对这一次突如其来的机会 却形成一股压力

我的目标清晰，只是

我准备好自己了吗？

我必须回答，是

我的生活我的挑战，这才开始。

Self conservation (P mix N)

(My Homework)

Push myself to the positively thinking

Force myself to be Optimistic

Encourage myself with some updated sentences


Start to feel tire on doing this everyday

Its not that easy for me


Should i stop it now?

Lost confidence

I know who i am

I understand what i have


But i just don't hope to give up

I should improve myself

I wanna fight!


But how about

If

i am making a wrong decision

i am gonna disappointed my parents again


So,who care?

I am young

I should try something new right now


There are so many challenges lie ahead of me

Its just a stepping stone to enable me to walk further in my future

As someone said,there's always a wall that blocking the light

What i have to do is break the wall and do not avoid and escape on it

so, can i do it？


Eww..stop to talking with myself

I am gonna CRAZIEH!!!