Wohoo


Arrive ma home around 5pm,

Quite busy in working currently, have no time to rest properly

And feel stress bcuz i have 0 of sales, i'll get my warning letter soon

But this is not the matter i worry about, just because i really want to contribute to the employer

''It's ok,you are new'' Thanks for ur comfort but i will not taking this as my reason

I don't want ma manager regret of hiring me, ma friend embarrass of intoducing me to the company!

Anyway, i believe i can do better.

I hope i can always do the best in any decision i have made.

I could be an excellent actress i think

My tears were actually came to my eyes at that moment

When listening the song which sang by her

But

I won't show it to you

I hide it!

You're right

I don't like people showing symphaty to me



Well, i know everything will be alright...

Take it easy Mint!

There's something more important... nope, most important waiting for you tomorrow!

Be well-prepared and go for it!!

Always remember,

Do not be too dependent

Especially to guys...

Looking at the old days

When we were all together

Can't imagine that ...

I wasn't a good student last time

Liked to sleep and eat , wasted too much of time

Basketball court was my favourite area in my secondary school

Feel like it is the beginning of my diary

I went to Smk S4 for only 3 reasons

I afraid of stress where given by Catholic High School, i am definitely not a stress tolerant person

A good friend was in Smk S4 and the last one was exactly the basketball court.

I remember that...

I was an optimistic little girl when i was thirteen, have a good network of friends

But , i became cool and unfriendly started from form 3

I wonder why..  this made me lost the opportunities to know more ppl around me

I feel lucky bcuz finally i have the chance to share everything with u girls

However, my besties will never leave me alone

They will always lend me their hands when i need help

I have learned alot from you all brodas

Not going to list out all your names

You guys know who am i talking about

Yea you know!

All ma sistas & Brodas... Love you all!!!

Finally, i understand
 
Is time to let it go

Happiness is what we looking for in a relationship, but not tears

I don't have to force myself to forget anything abt you

Bcuz i ..

Appreciate the moment we been together

Cherish the memories that we made it together


Bye Bye... The one who played an important role in my past

You'll be my motivation when i face difficulties or challenges

Thanks for telling me that life will be interesting and meaningful after having your own goal


I will keep going towards my dream

You too. I would like to hear from somebody that u are traveling around the world with your lovely family
members one day later

And it has also becoming my dream right now

I believe we can complete it in a short term

Bcuz i know.. as i always like to say it to you, You can do it!

He has further education background, that's why he must has more space to explore to new things

Don't you think i do not need all of these?

I do want to study, i do need more freedom

I just don't want to stay at that place everyday and doing the same thing

I have my own goal too! Is this fair?

I understand you are tired on supporting his education ,that's why i have stopped thinking about get in to college anymore

I really don't want to against you

I do have an attitude problem

I am a bad temper person

honestly i can't accept your way to correcting me

Of course you can scold me, because it shows that you are caring me

I am sure you have the qualification to ticking off me

But i afraid this could built up another wall between us

this is why i looking for another job

thought can avoid those unhappy matters happen

maybe i have choosen the wrong place for me to work


You said u will left me alone and won't think or even see me anymore

Perhaps, the only thing i can do now is achieve my dream asap

to prove you that i am not an useless person

by actions..

Well, i realize that something is actually hiding in somewhere of my heart


though it has vanished for long time


                    But it doesn't happen like what i want


          Heart is still bleeding when i feel your ugly breath


Your actions are really disturbing me!


                  Go Away! Go away from my heart please! I do not need your existence right now!

Love the feeling of learning!!

I really feel that i have changed..

Start to feel interesting in those ways which will upgrade myself

Although... i am still a lazy girl



I am not the best one

So what? i willing to try! i willing to learn!!


You all are having a invisible wing and flying into the sky

Do not limit yourself in everything

Just think about it n just do it

It will let u change the world

defy your feeling!!

(This is what Mr.Pencil told me) and i like it so much!!