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总是想让自己看起来很坚强  因为清楚自己并不能干

总是不轻易的显露担心害怕  因为讨厌自己懦弱的模样

总是希望完美的隐藏悲伤失落 却矛盾的想从你身上得到安慰

总是习惯装作一副不以为意的样子 自以为那样不会受创

总是喜欢发问为什么 因为开始不自不觉想对你了解更多
 
总是想追上你的脚步 竟然会那么担心你的背影会突然消失


听你说要陪伴我那一刻 其实我是出乎意料的高兴

你说你要证明的一切 其实这个动作真的可以行得通

你说得对 我是如此的自私

不意外的 你最终还是选择了留下

我会支持 也该为你想想


不想在乎别人怎么诉说你的过去 我选择了相信

只要是你说的 我不怀疑

我承认 我太仓促 我太鲁莽 我太冲动

但是我不后悔 

虽然再也接受不了背叛

因为你太特别


我很彷徨 我想付出 但是我又做得了什么 

我不能放弃它 虽然它算不了什么


心 好空 有时却很凌乱

因为不安 我的情绪总是失去控制

对你使的坏脾气感到抱歉


其实好害怕总有一天你会受不了我怪异的个性

更害怕我们的感情根本没办法承受时间的考验

害怕失去 害怕别离


一个人面对一个陌生的环境

我能做的只有相信

勇敢些 笨蛋！

Wohoo


Arrive ma home around 5pm,

Quite busy in working currently, have no time to rest properly

And feel stress bcuz i have 0 of sales, i'll get my warning letter soon

But this is not the matter i worry about, just because i really want to contribute to the employer

''It's ok,you are new'' Thanks for ur comfort but i will not taking this as my reason

I don't want ma manager regret of hiring me, ma friend embarrass of intoducing me to the company!

Anyway, i believe i can do better.

I hope i can always do the best in any decision i have made.

I could be an excellent actress i think

My tears were actually came to my eyes at that moment

When listening the song which sang by her

But

I won't show it to you

I hide it!

You're right

I don't like people showing symphaty to me



Well, i know everything will be alright...

Take it easy Mint!

There's something more important... nope, most important waiting for you tomorrow!

Be well-prepared and go for it!!

Always remember,

Do not be too dependent

Especially to guys...

Looking at the old days

When we were all together

Can't imagine that ...

I wasn't a good student last time

Liked to sleep and eat , wasted too much of time

Basketball court was my favourite area in my secondary school

Feel like it is the beginning of my diary

I went to Smk S4 for only 3 reasons

I afraid of stress where given by Catholic High School, i am definitely not a stress tolerant person

A good friend was in Smk S4 and the last one was exactly the basketball court.

I remember that...

I was an optimistic little girl when i was thirteen, have a good network of friends

But , i became cool and unfriendly started from form 3

I wonder why..  this made me lost the opportunities to know more ppl around me

I feel lucky bcuz finally i have the chance to share everything with u girls

However, my besties will never leave me alone

They will always lend me their hands when i need help

I have learned alot from you all brodas

Not going to list out all your names

You guys know who am i talking about

Yea you know!

All ma sistas & Brodas... Love you all!!!

Finally, i understand
 
Is time to let it go

Happiness is what we looking for in a relationship, but not tears

I don't have to force myself to forget anything abt you

Bcuz i ..

Appreciate the moment we been together

Cherish the memories that we made it together


Bye Bye... The one who played an important role in my past

You'll be my motivation when i face difficulties or challenges

Thanks for telling me that life will be interesting and meaningful after having your own goal


I will keep going towards my dream

You too. I would like to hear from somebody that u are traveling around the world with your lovely family
members one day later

And it has also becoming my dream right now

I believe we can complete it in a short term

Bcuz i know.. as i always like to say it to you, You can do it!

He has further education background, that's why he must has more space to explore to new things

Don't you think i do not need all of these?

I do want to study, i do need more freedom

I just don't want to stay at that place everyday and doing the same thing

I have my own goal too! Is this fair?

I understand you are tired on supporting his education ,that's why i have stopped thinking about get in to college anymore

I really don't want to against you

I do have an attitude problem

I am a bad temper person

honestly i can't accept your way to correcting me

Of course you can scold me, because it shows that you are caring me

I am sure you have the qualification to ticking off me

But i afraid this could built up another wall between us

this is why i looking for another job

thought can avoid those unhappy matters happen

maybe i have choosen the wrong place for me to work


You said u will left me alone and won't think or even see me anymore

Perhaps, the only thing i can do now is achieve my dream asap

to prove you that i am not an useless person

by actions..