Christmas 09'

I can feel somethin from your eyes, thinkin too much? aha

Alcohol make me feel sad,but i just need it.

Its freaking tired today, i need rest..



Merry Christmas to everyone, and you!

09冬至

去年的冬至是多么的甜蜜

我与你的每个经历都狠狠的刻在心底

曾经熟悉的广场 熟悉的店面 熟悉的餐厅 熟悉的味道

却都成了我想要逃避的一一

一切都没有改变 只是我失去了

熟悉的面孔 和最温暖的手掌心

我依然关心着你的近况 却又不敢再作任何打扰

人是否总是要在失去的时候才懂得珍惜 无奈一切都已经来不及

从小到大，我学习过不少玩意儿

无数次的半途而废，自己和父母渐渐不再抱任何期望

而面对这一次突如其来的机会 却形成一股压力

我的目标清晰，只是

我准备好自己了吗？

我必须回答，是

我的生活我的挑战，这才开始。

Self conservation (P mix N)

(My Homework)

Push myself to the positively thinking

Force myself to be Optimistic

Encourage myself with some updated sentences


Start to feel tire on doing this everyday

Its not that easy for me


Should i stop it now?

Lost confidence

I know who i am

I understand what i have


But i just don't hope to give up

I should improve myself

I wanna fight!


But how about

If

i am making a wrong decision

i am gonna disappointed my parents again


So,who care?

I am young

I should try something new right now


There are so many challenges lie ahead of me

Its just a stepping stone to enable me to walk further in my future

As someone said,there's always a wall that blocking the light

What i have to do is break the wall and do not avoid and escape on it

so, can i do it？


Eww..stop to talking with myself

I am gonna CRAZIEH!!!